A Suicidal Tendency

Wednesday, November 17, 2010
9:39 AM

Saturday, March 10, 2007
10:39 PM

I swore,i swore i would be true....and honey so did you...But i'm in so deep,you know i'm such a fool for you,you got me wrap around your fingers....oohh i thought the world of you...you had always knew that i wanted to be with you....do you have to let it linger...

Patience is the thing that keeps me alive..Your the one who makes me cry when i'm awake at night..don't you ever dare of saying goodbye...

Never have i thought i would care and cherish you this much..yes it is hard...good things always have their hard times...you are fine the way you are fiezah..totally fine...i like the way you are and the past 10 months were beautiful so there is no reason why it must end...i have placed my hope towards you and we will work our way through...love you...too much too let go...

kidcat

Friday, July 21, 2006
9:18 AM

Hello my fellow readers whom i think isn't anymore due to my long term gone missing season...sorry guys been busy with skool...even now im nt quite sure what to say or write...just to say i have been fine and yeah i know a few ppl asked me to update but due to my pure plain lazyiness i always push the time...so now already did...happening dis few mths...nt much...the most important thing is i now have my significant other...and that is the only things that matters now...others tuff dat have been happening in my life are all given below illusstrated by my pics..enjoy guys...PS:Now i will be updating at least once a week..promise aite

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
5:20 AM

Hello hi hi hi....just being in here to see how my toilet bowl doing....kidcat out

Thursday, April 20, 2006
8:16 AM

After all this while...i admit i was childish...hey i was mad...nt just mad,it was like mad mad u know....the angry grrrrrrrrr mad...like put ur mouth on the curb mad....i thought for long and hard...and tried really feel what to feel...yes im feeling what i feel...or is it feel what im feeling...hahahaha...k carry on...i miss her..her laugh,her smile,her poking fun at my pronounciation..if i said dat live...she would have laughed also...notice the R in pronounciation...her eh eh aku ade lagu baru...as per norm it would be Hetty Koes Endang or the sing along kinda song...i,m angry i,m sad,but why must it ends the relationship of friends between us...well dat is actually me who tried to stop the friend thing..sorry i guess.....but yeah..truth hurts and the truth is i miss laughing with her...sleeping in buses and trains with her..seeing her really damn and i mean DAMN ugly face of her while she sleeps...if i could take back my words i could...cos we were happy when we were nothing and i guess in nothing we are happy...i just have to accept dat...and perhaps i do....deep inside perhaps it won't but hey...who cares...for now i dont....so yeah...Btw the blue star is still with her,...i cant possibly just let go mahhh..hahahah

Saturday, April 08, 2006
12:22 PM

Names and personal attributes will not be written to seal the identity of the motherfuckes(Ibu Pemangkeng)who involves in this sick sick sick story.....Editor"s words:I believe in karma and i pray when it comes..i will be there to laugh and spit if possible in front of you sick ass hypocrite homo sapiens....

Once upon a time,when times were nice and fun.When life wasn't a drag.When you(the one who got suckered,fucking big time)were happy with what you were feeling in life.When you though the other(The Ibu pemangkeng AKA Motherfucker)was in the same tune as you were....out of the sudden...you were crushed with the news you just heard

Other:I got to tell you this,I'm with him now...
You:Heh???

Dictionary:Heh?????

Means:what the freaking fuck are you saying babe.what the bloody hell is happening.What?Who?When?How?What was all that between us...why...huh???What did i ever do...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...sob..sob.,.sob(sobbing for like forever)

Nevermind....perhaps if she is happy i'm happy(a naive bastard..dats you..or me..wait ouh yah me)lets make a plan...i will stick out of her life so i won't think abt it....i hate her..i hate her..i hate her(DAMN i love her like i love Coke...how am i suppose to lose this feeling..nvm i will wait and be patience...naive me in action again..)

After a few months of silence...

BREAKING NEWS.....

A story have just been scooped by the reporter,she(Ibu Pemankeng AKA Motherfucker)have just been left by the one who she thought was her love and best friend...my my my what a tragic news...Next we go to the weather forecasts..

After that news imagine the thrilled i,me,saya,beta,hamba felt...wohoooooo yessaaaaaa...My wait was not a total waste at all...

Life was going beautiful again as per norm....then the exact opposite of me...Let me explain further...I'm malay,muslim,short and fat...just imagine a guy totally opposite of what i just wrote is in her(Ibu Pemangkeng AKA Motherfucker)life....

Ouhhh kkkk...nvm perhaps this is a test of how sincere i am in being and waiting for her..btw it was only strike 2..i got one more strike left....

Patience kitty kat....patience...

Then karma did it's thing again and yet again i was on course...it was as beautiful as ever...that perhaps it just might happen...

BOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMM.......

Out of no where a fierce and intense quarrel broke out...the words of have you ever think abt how i feel...i got feelings too...and i care to much to be with you kept appearing in my face...down sad and out...dat was what i felt....yet again im the villian..i'm the penguin...

Time taken to be alone and recharge my happy batteries...it was charged up today...totally full...but as night time falls...the last of all aganda that may and might happen did happen...all taht is left to say and done...you showed what you were capable of....i remember the words you gave to ur ex...do what you preach...well hypocrite hypocrite you...look urslef in the mirror and see how much destruction you have done...yes you were hurt before...but it doesnt give you the right to destroy other people lifes...cos ur not the only one who is trying to make everyone happy...don't act as if your the one who is thinking abt other people..when you dont even have the courtesy to give me time and space to be myself again while you came with a new and improved life or should i say guy...i'm not angry about the love dat i tried to give you...i'm not angry with the time i tried to be with you...i'm just angry bcos you keep saying abt other ppl when you are a spoilt hypocrite homo sapien who do not appreaciate life...don't worry..the thing i owe you..will be dealt soon and you or me don't owe each other naything anymore...thanks for the good times and the fucking shitty and sarcastics time...cos you make me know you a whole2 lot better..and again i thank you...

Summary:Argghhhh I fuck ur friend ahhhh....

Wednesday, February 01, 2006
11:36 PM

Me Kidcat waking up fer the sun burning day ahead......

Just enjoy the scenery guys......

I am with a mama convert...hwahwahwahwa

The Infamous Sharil aka Shasha.....

Me with Ida aka kak Gus....heheh

Hot hot day.....

wohooooooooo!!!!!!

Me and Aifa after the tired but fun day in Sentosa

Well there goes my day yesterday...had great fun as i haven't seen them for a while...there was only 6 of us but we make do with what fun we can do...hahaha...as ususal me and sharil was late...kak tong was there like ard 10 plus...hahahaha sorry tong...idah,ira and aifa was at cold storage buying some stuff and jeng jeng jeng here comes the stars of the day late as usual...then went off to sentosa....found a spot dat was freaking hot but noooooooo Idah and Aifa thought otherwise...good for sun tanning they say..to me it was not tanning....it was like sizzling hot baqua during the chinese new year...freaks....hahah..then went in the water but surprisingly it was damn damn damn damn cold..freezing my balls of for once...well only 2 of us can swim and the rest can't so only me ida and ira was the ones who make it to the platform...idiots...then we just had fun playing around and eating and smoking and etc.....then we planned to go to many places...holand V,arab street,far east but in the end..we end up in bugis eating and just chilling at starbucks....well aifa was irritating as usual but remember eh aifa...july..heheheh...after a long day..i went home with sharil and we laughing our balls of in train abt this chinese dude who looks stupid and nearly fall on his head..literally...went home to rest and yeah dat was how my day had gone through yesterday...so see u guys again aite..kidcat out...